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Yesterday was scan day!

Okay so I bet you're all reading this to find out the results.

SO sorry.

Not yet.

and trust me I CAN HARDLY SLEEP AT NIGHT!

But it's been so strange lately. 

I think that when something like this happens you just suck it up and deal with it.

And now that things are starting to slow down, the numbness is wearing off and I'm actually feeling the stress of the trial.

(This could be because about a month ago I stopped taking my "zombie" anxiety pills where I didn't feel much anyways..)

Weird, however, since the cancer should be gone.

I just get all nervous Adam is going to disappear and never come back and I'll be 20 and a widow!

okay yes this probably is my anxiety.

I just love him and I'm so proud of him for his attitude through this whole thing.

He is feeling tons better everyday.

We exercise about 5 times a week.

A combination of running and walking 3 miles.

He jokes around with me again.

He flirts with me again.

He wants to go out and do things again.

It's the best to have him BACK!

Cheesy, romantic, NEWLYWEDS, HERE WE COME!